Well, as you can see in my title I was sick this week. But not the whole week so yeah lol. Lets start off with monday. lets get started. Monday, the only people who showed up was Hope, Kaylyn, Tiana, Cheana, Jayde, and me. I was wondering why everyone else wasn't there. Like if you aren't gonna go and not notify me then that aint okay. I know why the people in my period couldn't make it, except for one. Like post an instagram picture, but not show up or atleast tell me why? Especially when i asked why some didn't show, one didn't make the effort to reply. This really pissed me off. I had to fill in for jah that day too since she had something with her family to do. I stayed for the whole thing, which didn't do me much good since i was feeling kind of sick. Not a really good day for me. So i didn't go the next day, and Tuesday was an even worse day for me. I woke up crying cus i had bad body aches and i was so congested. i was crying for like 3 hours and no one was home to take care of me. well my grandma was home but she didn't take care of me. after i got over crying i had to push myself to just go downstairs to get myself medicine. i was freezing cold walking but yeah. it was worth it cus i felt better afterwards. I still didn't get to go on wednesday since i was still sick. i was better, but still sick. but since i was feeling better my dad took me to pearls along with emu and chez cus he promised if i got better he would take me out. and i chose pearl ridge so yeaaah. thursday was the field trip day. i asked julia to bring her volleyball, i brought my floatie, and julia also brought her ukulele. we swam to the wall and back, swung on vines, played volleyball, and just jammed on the sand with her uke. it was just a chill day but i was so red afterwards. but it was worth it cus it was fun! friday was pretty boring until night time. i went out with my family to watch a movie, guardians of the galaxy. it was funny and stupid xD we got home late so once we got home i ran in the house and jumped in bed. saturday was boring but since the day isn't over yet I'm gonna go shopping later. well thats about it.
the highlight of my week would have to be the field trip. it was just a really chill day. i really wanna go again with leadership cus we bonded and i just had fun with them. although i miss last years class and its not the same anymore, i still love this years class. i had a real good time. but i didn't put on sunscreen at all so i got all red and sun burnt(x eh, i don't really care. i just wish i had my phone to take pictures and videos to capture this memory! a new school year, a new class, a new leadership family(: but the lowlight would have to be monday. since almost no one showed up it was hard to work that day. since i was sick, and not much people showed up it wasn't exactly easy working that day. but at least we made it through. i was waiting for it to be over so i could go home and rest. i was so drowsy and my throat was killing me that day. but at least I'm not sick anymore.
the lesson i learned is sometimes you have to push yourself to do your own things even when you feel like you cant. this relates to when i was sick. i had to keep pushing myself to get certain things to make me feel better. i had to get my own medicine. cook my own food. i had to force myself to shower in cold water to bring my fever down. it was hard to manage, but it all worked and was worth it. since not everyones going to be able to take care of you, you gotta learn to take care of yourself. one day you'll be on your own with no one there to babysit you. you'll have to be your own babysitter and take care of yourself. push yourself to do it, and who cares if you think you can't. just make an effort to, cus that way it will make you learn something while doing it. even if you feel like you can't, forget that and just push yourself for your own good. like i am happy i did that myself, now i know i don't need anyone to take care of me. because no one really did take care of me while i was sick, i took care of myself.
the highlight of my week would have to be the field trip. it was just a really chill day. i really wanna go again with leadership cus we bonded and i just had fun with them. although i miss last years class and its not the same anymore, i still love this years class. i had a real good time. but i didn't put on sunscreen at all so i got all red and sun burnt(x eh, i don't really care. i just wish i had my phone to take pictures and videos to capture this memory! a new school year, a new class, a new leadership family(: but the lowlight would have to be monday. since almost no one showed up it was hard to work that day. since i was sick, and not much people showed up it wasn't exactly easy working that day. but at least we made it through. i was waiting for it to be over so i could go home and rest. i was so drowsy and my throat was killing me that day. but at least I'm not sick anymore.
the lesson i learned is sometimes you have to push yourself to do your own things even when you feel like you cant. this relates to when i was sick. i had to keep pushing myself to get certain things to make me feel better. i had to get my own medicine. cook my own food. i had to force myself to shower in cold water to bring my fever down. it was hard to manage, but it all worked and was worth it. since not everyones going to be able to take care of you, you gotta learn to take care of yourself. one day you'll be on your own with no one there to babysit you. you'll have to be your own babysitter and take care of yourself. push yourself to do it, and who cares if you think you can't. just make an effort to, cus that way it will make you learn something while doing it. even if you feel like you can't, forget that and just push yourself for your own good. like i am happy i did that myself, now i know i don't need anyone to take care of me. because no one really did take care of me while i was sick, i took care of myself.
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