Hurry up summer!

Well this was an odd week.  I miss khrizz, even though it was only like a couple days without her.  It just isn't the same anymore, idk.  Things are way more quiet now in A101.  I actually miss her asking me to buy her an arizona xD  But oh wells.  Monday, just a boring day.  school was a drag.  I only like hanging out with my friends at school.  But yeah.  This whole week me michael and faith kept trying to plan a day to go to the park, but we never actually did(x  But monday was good.  Our job was T.V. this week.  Mondays broadcast was too loud, and Mr.Ing didn't like the way it ended.  So we couldn't go on
the next day.  The next day period 4 went on T.V.  School was the same.  Boring periods, but the only good thing about school is like I said, friends.  But I barely hang out with anyone in my team besides Jah and Michael(not garces.)  So yeaaah.  After school I didn't go anywhere.  Just straight home.  Actually I think I went to taco bell since the security kicked me and alesia off campus while waiting for my ride, so we just went to taco bell and got picked up there.  Wednesday was a good day.  Me, faith, jez, and garces did a plan job to wear our track shirts the day before in AVID.  Since we all sit on the same table.  Then we took a picture that day.  I think after school me barbie chez and emi (i forgot who else) went to safeway.  I never bought anything because I didn't wanna use up all my money.  Same thing on Thursday.  We went to safeway, with other people this time.  Then after we went to my house, but they only stayed for like 10 minutes since they had to be home around 5 and it was already 4:50.  I go to safeway a lot now(x  On Friday me, asia, rhea, barbie, and chez went to taco bell.  They bought things but i didn't since i forgot to bring my ID so I had to buy a new one -.-  I had like $2 left.  Then after we took the 44 bus and took a joy ride around.  Rhea had to leave before we went to safeway.  So it was just me, asia, barbie, and chez left.  At safeway they bought starbucks and i was stuck watching them drink like i was for the past two days.  After chez came over to my house and we went to the movie in the park.  I was with Ryan, since we never hung out in like 5ever,  We were so close in 6th grade and he was my best friend but we drifted.  So it was good hanging it with him like old tines.  The movie was frozen and chez sang almost every single song during the movie xD  Also on friday, me and jez campaigned for monday by posting a picture(x  Then other people helped by reposting it and we didn't ask, which was really nice of them.

The highlight of my week would have to be the movie in the park.  I had a pretty good time hanging out with ryan and chez.  Then there was this guy on my street who just kept following us, and her was just really irritating.  I wanted to slap him across the face almost every time he talked.  But yeah I still had a good time(x  I actually watched the movie this time, somewhat.  But it would've been better if more people were there.  Like old friends from holomua or new friends from ilima.  Me and ryan barely even talk to each other.  But hanging out with him again felt like 6th grade with chez(x  I miss hanging out with him tho.  I actually miss going to his house xD  We used to go to each others house almost every day before.  I even remember his birthday before, when his mom dropped the pizza on the table xD  But hanging out with him brought back memories, and the times I really miss.  It would be me, him, alesia, and other people from holomua always hanging out.  But was all drifted, we don't talk anymore since we either moved to other schools or we just plain hang out with different people.  Hopefully one day was all get together and just do what we used to do before.  We always had the most fun.  So it was good to at least hang out with Ryan for the night!

The lesson I learned is that people leave for a reason.  On friday i realized that there were many people who left.  But whoever left there was always someone to replace them who made me twice as happier.  So everyone leaves for a reason.  Even thought it hurt a lot, someone took there place.  When someone left, it hurt a lot.  But eventually you'll get better, and some one else with come and you'll forget about that other person.  It will take time to realize that anyone who left isn't worth being sad over.  They aren't worth fighting for if they leave you.  You don't need anyone who doesn't need you.  No one is ever worth fighting for unless they would fight for you.  Crying over something doesn't make anything better.  A person in your life is either a gift, or a lesson.  It takes a while to find out which one they are. It might take a month, a year, or even 5 years.  Yea it hurts when someone leaves, but what you have to do in be strong about it and take it as a lesson.  Cherish the memories, and smile because it happened.  It hurts a lot when you see someone so important to you leave.  You wish they would come back.  It's like wishing for rain while standing in the desert.  But honestly, they don't come back.  Get over it and move on because you wouldn't want to spend a long period of time crying over someone who doesn't care about you anymore.