Thursday, May 29, 2014

1 year rollercoaster ride

Wow, this was quite a year huh.  I will definitely miss everyone, i had atleast one memorie with each and every one of you guys.  I cant belive this year of school is over, and ill be going to 8th grade.  time flew by way too fast, but im still ready for summer!  I will cherish every memory i had this year, espicially the retreat.  So im just going to talk about all the main things that happened throughout this year.  Summer work days, i was just a shy girl.  i was scared to talk to anyone besides cheana, alesia, and jahlyssa.  more throughout summer i got closer to my period and others, but i was still shy.  we all got our parents, mines were korey and khrizz(x we had a family.  korey as the mom, khrizz as the dad, and jah was my sister.  also the beach field trip.  it was fun and i just had the greatest time ever there!  We all got closer, and kept fighting for the floatie cus we kept going in the deep(x  but we just had a better bond.  then came the first day of school.  i remember elections, i really wanted to be president.  i made a campaign poster and everything(x  turns out i won, and i was so happy.  lol, then we were all trying to finish AR which wasnt a problem for me, and all trying to get our grades up to go to the retreat.  my gpa that quarter was 3.8, my highest eveeeer.  lol, then 1st quarter was done and there was the retreat.  it wasnt really what i expected, but i still had a good time.  i really liked the cooking contest and the talent show xD  ugh, i miss the old period 2, but i guess things happen for a reason.  2nd quarter came, and i got myself into a problem for almost the whole quarter.  i was so dumb to make the mistakes i made, but hey atleast i learned something from it.  for almost 2 months i was in it.  i remember losing my priveledges and not being able to work ISA and go to the 1st bowling field trip.  but i managed to get myself out of it.  2/3 of us made our way out of the problem.  i was able to go to the 2nd bowling field trip, which was way better then going to school.  i seen someone i didnt expect to see(x  lol it was just weird.  then break, and the winter field trip.  ala moana was the best.  i still remember me and roxi struggling to find starbucks!  once we found it, we never bought anything because the line was toooooo long.  it took us like 30 minutes(x  i liked the fireworks, and it was just a good way to spend my day.  also in 2nd quarter, we lost someone in period 2... but i guess this class just wasnt for her.  3rd quarter came and period 2 got into a problem with the playlists.  we did the opposite of what mr.ing said, but we still managed to get our self out of it.  also orientation.  period 2 also had problems with orientation but we still fixed it.  orientation was fun!  i didnt really mind staying in every free time we had.  3rd quarter was busy.  but not as busy as 4th quarter!  class day and banquet.  i stayed in through all my free time either giving out forms or collecting.  class day was really fun!  i just had a chance to just get out and have fun.  ooops forgot about track.  well track was fun for 4rd and 4th quarter!  even though i wasnt fast, i just had a lot of fun no matter what.  recognition night wasnt bad, i think it went smooth this quarter.  but graduation was crazy, it still went by fast and i actually liked being m.c.  time really does fly by way too fast in leadership.  i wish i could redo this year and just recap and go back to the good times.  also forgot, my interview was either 3rd or 4th quarter.  i got conditionally accepted back in(x
 The highlight of my year could have to be the last day of 2nd quarter.  that was my main goal to work at the time.  it just helped me get out of the big problem i was in.  it just marked the time i got out of the problem i was in.  i didnt like the problem, but im actually sort of glad i got in it.  that way i learned something no one else did.  i know more and know what to do ext time.  if i ever get into another problem, i would be able to problem solve.  i know what to do, and this time i wont hesitate and ill know what to do.  winter fair was fun, even though i didnt get to walk around with my friends.  its better to place my priorities first rather then push it aside to have fun.  i could have fun another time.  but the problem taught me so much.  after i got out of that problem i was scared i was going to get in to another one(x  i was kind of disappointed in myself for not getting our earlier with the others, but oh well.  i learned something they didnt.  the last day of 2nd quarter was just a pretty good day for me.  i got out of the problem, and i had fun with my friends afterschool.  saved my friends for last(x  i how i wouldve been now if i asked a dumb question to ruin my whole chance of getting out of the problem.  i was so lucky to be able to work candy grams, then winter fair.  i was just the happiest person ever when i got my priveledges back.  that last day was just a chill day.  i was happy i could work and do what a leadership student does.  i would just exist, but that time i was just treated like a leadership student again.  i didnt just exist, i would be able to do something.
 
The lesson i learned is that not everyone is going to stay.  for example, period 2.  we started off with 6 in the summer.  then 2 more came along, but those 2 left throughout the year.  but the same 6 people survived and finished what we all started.  not everyone will stay, and thats alright.  we all have someone who left us.  we all downed over someone who left, and theyre doing so much better without us.  but thats okay, even though it might not seem like it is.  but if they stay by your side, not the way you wanted them to its alright.  friends, best friends, more then friends, as long as theyre by your side.  maybe not through your whole life, but still there for you.  i learned its not always about the ones you lost, but the people who stay.  cherish the people who are with you right now because one day god is going to need one of his angels back.  dont forget the memories from those you lost, but dont down over them either.  dont be sad you cant make any more memories with that one person, because you could always make memories with others.  so what your best friend and you arent friends anymore, maybe god has someone else who is more trust worthy.  so what you lost your boyfriend/girlfriend, maybe god thinks you deserve better.  not everyone is going to stay, and not everyone is going to be real, but cherish the memories with those who stay by your side.  like period 2, who i know is always going to be there!  even though the 8th graders are leaving, i know theyll always be there for me and im always there for them.  even if they stay or not, im still thankful and lucky to have made memories with them!  not everyone in period 2 stayed, but thats okay.  that doesnt give us a reason to stop moving forward.  so stop downing because you lost someone special!  dont cry because it ended, smile cus it happened(:
 

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