ain't the best start

So this was the first week of school, and we didn't get off on a good start.  Monday was alright.  Intro wasn't made ahead of time because we didn't know the periods.  Also in this new quarter there's the new rule.  If we get on probation our vest is taken away until the end of 1st quarter.  So yeah.  This week my group had tv, lunch music, and after school sales.  Tuesday is when we started making the mistake.  Because if me my group is in this hole I dug and pushed them in.  I had my group do lunch music alone while I was outside, which was my mistake,  it continued on from Tuesday to thursday.  On Thursday I seen joy unplug the ipod and I was confused so I followed her back to a101 and I understood what went wrong.  Also on Wednesday we got I pod a little after lunch so yeah.  Our mistakes led up to a big problem.  There was no after school sales on Thursday and friday.  Friday was A opt out and I opted out.  Me and clean a unexpectedly wore the same top.  And we had a group leader meeting that morning.  It came down to me and jab causing and making mistakes.  Ain't the best week.  We aren't allowed in A101 unless it's class time.  That was a new rule for uss.

The highlight of my week would just be cruising with chez and jah because I didn't have to worry about anything and it was just fun cruising with them  we stayed at jahs house and played with her nephews.  They're so cute and adorable !  We took pics with chezs go pro and it was just a worry free day. But obviously you already know my lowlight.   Just basically everything that happened in leadership was the lowlight of my week.  It socks and I just wanna get out of it.  I did not want this year to be like last year.  I just wish I had period 2 again...

The lesson I learned is not to rush things.  Not to let my group do things on their own.  I made mistakes and now my group is paying the price and I really feel like they need a better group leader because right now my mind is somewhere else.  I'm I rethinking things, and idk I'm getting stressed because I don't want to replay .Last year.   Just really worried for my group and I wanna get out of this hole.