Halloween vibe

hihihi guys.  this week started good, but ended not so well.  well starting from monday.  monday the 3 boys were in.  Siofu is in my group,and i think hes aiight.  this weeks job was IDs.   during period 3 joylyn had to teach siofu how to make an intro and she got so mad xD  so nothing major really happened on monday.  solets move on to tuesday.  tuesday morning we had a group leader meeting about period 1 and the new boys.  i think the flow of the class this year might not go so well through out the year.  im actually kind of worried.  wendesday was just a short day.  again, nothing major nothing major.  but i did make joylyn and siofu work next to eachother and joylyn got mad again xD thursday i finished my AR goal for this week and next week.  so clap for me guys, because i really hate AR.  friday was halloween.  my day was actually starting off pretty good.  i liked seeing everyone in their costumes and some of them just made my day xD  the day was going so well, until i got a call during period 6.  i was pretty curious at first.  but when afterschool came, it literally broke m heart to hear what happened and who was involved.  i did not expect that to happen, and i did not expect that to come out of those certain people.  but halloween night was actually pretty fun.  with all my friends cruising it was a chill night with good vibes spreading all around.

the highlight of my week would be when i put joylyn and siofu together on monday and wednesday xD  on monday i made joylyn and siofu work together.  joylyn had to teach siofu how to make an intro.  then we started talking about watermelons xD  joylyn said she hates watermelons, i wonder why xDD  she kept complaining because i put her with siofu again.  they were both reading with eachother on the same table sitting by each other xD  she kept making that face at me because was she was mad but i kpet laughing (x ily joy!  also another highlight would just be halloween in general.  but the lowlight of my week would be hearing about what happened on friday.  it literally got to me when i heard what happened.  i do not want people to be in the position i was in before.  this was a similar problem i was in last year, and it literally really got to me when i heard about it.  it wasnt my ideal way of ending school on halloween.  ending school with a problem, i just cant believe that happened.

lesson learned this week is to use my experiences to help others.  if you guys dont know, last year i was in a problem.  and right now, some people are in the same situation i was in last year.  it is not a good position and it is not a good feeling at all.  i felt so useless and mad at myself for what i did last year.  it kinda hurts knowing that something like it is happening all over again to different people.  i learned a lot from it, and now they will too.  i have to use my experiences to help them get out of the problem.  im giving them advice and what they should and should not do.  its sad seeing them being put in that position.  it just eats you up and you get so fustrated and its all you think about.  you just cant get it out of your mind.  thats how i felt, and its not a good feelings. i hated it and i dont want them to feel how i did either.  i went through it, and now i gotta help them get out of the hole they dig themselves into.  i just hope it doesnt go too far down and deep..

 Pray to jesus, not for the booty!