all the pressure

this week was pretty stressing.  some people experienced how it felt to have all the pressure on YOU.  well lets start of with the week. tuesday was the first day we started assigning jobs.  also i got a rose that day xD  well there was a problem with the intro.  the amount of time it took and and how it looked.  it was stressing because all the work they do is the grade we all get, which would ruin my 4.0 GPA i have right now.  well technically i have a 3.8 right now because my AVID grade went down to a B D;;;;;; oh wells -.- afters school i dont really remember what i did.  wednesday jobs again.  another problem with the intro D; affects all of us.  but the other jobs were pretty smooth., thursday another problem with intro AGAIN.  ugh, im like praying that i get principals list this quarter D; and friday, intro was fine.  its sort of good that we made these mistakes so we know what to do.  all the failures only make us stronger.  also on friday was the name that tune contest.  there was like still 5 more prizes left.  we played old songs and people had to guess the song and artist to win a bag of candy as a prize.  also video essays were due that day too.  friday night i went to campbells football game which was pretty fun xD it was a chill and fun night.

the highlight of my week was the football game.  it was a real chill night but i wished more people came.  it was pretty fun.  but footballs kept coming our way and some people kept getting hit LOLOL.  hawh i really wished more people came it wouldve been way better.  friday i was pretty annoyed, so the game really brightened things up.  i had fun and it was just a careless fun and chill night.  lowlight of my week would be ALL of the failures and mistakes we made.  all those mistakes bring our grade down, which could affect a lot of us.  but at the same time its okay to make mistakes and go through failures so we learn something and wont do i again.  its a real lowlight to have all the pressure on you.  everyones relying on you to do or complete something important which could affect all of us.  what goes for one goes for all.  so a lowlight would be all the failures.

the lesson i learned is to take charge.  we cant keep doing things for people or else they never learn.  us group leaders kept doing everything for our group.  making intros, music, ID's.  everything we did for our group and they dont learn.  if they dont learn, they wouldnt be able to survive the year.  this experience was just crazy.  we cant do things for others.  we need to teach them or they need to know how to do things on their own.  otherwise without us, they wouldnt know how to do anything.  they wouldnt know what their doing and it would just mess things up.  i experienced a lot of stress this week with the video essay being due, late nights working on it.  and hoping my group runs things smoothly.  i just was hoping everything goes well.  i wanted them to be independent without me and solve problems on their own.  because i cant always be there to help them and i hope they read this.  i cant be there to answer questions, i cant be there to fix problems.  i experienced pressure, when a person from my group messes up its my fault.  i was just stressed and scared that if they mess up, id get the blame.  i need to take charge andi cant do everything for everyone.