Saturday, September 27, 2014

eyebrows dafuq

wellll hello there.  monday was basic.  like freal nothing interesting happened.  but this week my group has tv, lunch music, and afterschool sales.  on monday i out lori and jenaya on tv.  tuesday, i made a mistake with putting someone on tv who was on probation.  i had no idea until we came back and mr.ing let me know.  so i apologize for that.  oh and afterschool I DID MY EYRBROWS.  i looked totally different and idk i look more mean and sassy now.  omggggg i feel shame with it.im just not used to it very well yet.wednesday i was on TV and when it came to recess and lunch...it turns out everyone noticed.  i felt so shame omg.  i was so annoyed i got all those comments and reactions for the rest of the week.  thursday same thing.  jobs and more people telling me how different i look.  apparently i look more sassy and like a mean girl.  friday period 1 did their zumba routine.  i really like theirs because its catchy and i think its fun to do (x  i thin it would be on the wii or kinect.  but i was also on TV on friday too.  saturday i went to the dentist.  then i stayed home for a while then i went out riding with friends.  we all met up at the park then went riding fixed gear around ewa.  i wasnt really scared of the white van because i could jusr ride away.  it was pretty fun.  then we stayed at alesias house til 8.  we had a lot of laughs xD

the highlight of my week would be saturday.  not really in the morning because i had to go to the dentist, and i found out i had a cavity.  i have to go back again next week ugh -.- but riding was pretty fun.  alesia fell off and searra took long to get on xD  it was funny if you were there soo yeah (x it was just a chill day, last minute plans.  they just showed up at my house at my front door asking if i could come out and hang.  so thats basically it.  but a lowlight would be my eyebrows.  i regret doing it tbh because i look so different and idk.  too much comments on it like just stfu i know i look different.

the lesson i learned is not to listen to other people because it only brings you down.  this is all about my eyebrows because so much people kept talking about it like just stfu.  it was getting to the point where i wanted to cry because i couldnt get away from all of them.  everywhere around me people had to say something.  i was so tired of it.  i was so annoyed and irritated to the point where i wanted to slap everyone across the face and shave their eyebrows off.  now stfu and get over it.  we all know i look different!  i learned not to let them bring me down because me just responding to them is just what they want.  they want my attention.

Saturday, September 20, 2014

geeee vibesssss

yooo.  this week my group have music.  well monday.  monday was alright...until wiki came.  some students kept bothering me irritated the hell out of me!  like i was so annoyed.  then they crossed the line by touching the speakers.  like no means no, now leave me alone.  i was so annoyed by it.  but after wiki it cooled down and i guess i cooled down too so.  we worked on zumba during our period.  but im still thing, out of all possibilities we have to do zumba.  like freal.  anyways, monday was just a basic and typical day.  tuesday, just jobs and school.  nothing too big and special happened that day so it was just a typical day.  this week was just pretty gee and chill.  wednesday, same thing.  jobs, then school.  during period 3 we painted the posters for the evacuaion which was on friday.  i painted the letter C.  no big event really happened this week besides friday.  thursday, a basic day.  nothing really big happened.  now friday.  friday was a hot day and we had to do the evacuation -.- ugggggh.  ive been sweating all week.  weather sucks.  then after school i went home and got ready for the ohana fair and game.  i went to ohana fair and it was boring.  i only stayed for like 30 minutes then i went to the game.  game was pretty fun, but some people came and tried hanging out with us that i really didnt like.  then things died down and the fun sort of went away.  idk it was aiight.  before the game ended, our squad went to mcdonalds.  i was so hungry and it was like 11 at the time i ate was during lunch only!  but it was pretty fun and funny.  but it sucks campbell varsity lost!

the highlight of my week would be friday night.  since thats basically the only thing that was a pretty big even this week.  every other day was so basic and i was not impressed.  the game was fun and it was a pretty good game.  i expected mililani to win to be honest.  we got smashed out there!  but it was a good game i guess. and the walk to mcdonalds was pretty fun and funny xDD  being with the squad just gives me positive vibes.  i like how they make me forget about my phone xDD theyre just chill people and are fun and funny af.  i enjoyed friday night.  was a really good way to end my night.

the lesson i learned is not to trust anyone too much.  this doesnt go to anyone or about anyone, but i just realized that in my past some people i put my full trust in took advantage of it.  and i regret telling them some things that i shouldnt have because they werent trustworthy.  so the lesson i learned is not to trust someone too much.  they could take advantage of it.  so i gotta watch myself and what i say to someone.  because they could take me for granted.  i have to keep the real people close and the fake ones out.  becareful who you trust, you might regret it.


Saturday, September 13, 2014

zumba ?! say whaaaaat ?!

yoooo.  bruh im so tired right now and i still have homework for other classes UGH.  well lets just get this over with.  this week my group had ID's.  sadly only 2 of the people were able to work with me.  im literally praying that the others are off probation because im worried about their grades for this class D; oh wells.  monday was just a typical regular day as always.  working in the morning and recess, then i get to go out during lunch.  i was just pretty sad these couple days, ive been over thinking somethings and everything gets to me.  even the littlest things.  but oh wells,  tuesday, was my friends birthday (: lmao, but still another typical day.  wednesday another typical day.  ugh this week 2 of my friends had their birthdays.  september has a lot of bithdays xD well thursday i believe we had to make out zumba routine.  omg i cant believe were doing zumba its so shame !  and it was my bestfriend chezs birthday, she got choclate syrup all over her and i made her a poster and got her guages.  thursday was pretty fun.  friday still a regular day as petriese.  today, saturday, i went to the beach with chez and emi.  no one else was down or couldnt go so it was just 3 of us today!  it was hella fun tho xD  we went koolina and just hopped around the lagoons and the secret beach.  then went to get shaved ice across the street.

my highlight of the week would be beach.  it was just a chill day.  i like being with people and doing things that make me forget about my phone.  which it did.  but i only used my phone to take pictures sooo xD  but it was still a really fun and chill day.  i just had a lot of fun today.  a good day with good people.  but a lowlight would be finding out that we have to do ZUMBA.  ugh omg this is so shame and i cant believe, out of all things, it has to be zumba,  and i got an embarassing song that i shouldve chose beyonce instead of ice ice baby D; ugh this is going to be a memorable moment, but not a good one.  im going to feel so shame -.-  but i gotta get over it because this is all about working together.

the lesson i learned is to work together, since that why were doing the zumba thing.  so our groups collaborate better together.  but honestly while working on the zumba we somewhat got closer because we dont usually communicate much with eachother.  we all just dont talk or socialize much.  and it gets kind of boring so i think the zumba got us somewhat closer.  atleast were talking more now....but now we just gotta get the routine down.  but working together on the routine was pretty fun.  it really got us to work together and just help one another out.




Friday, September 12, 2014

Video essay

Ayyyyo.  So bbasically this video essay is something like we did for our interview.  We made a powerpoint with information about our self and then we made a video all about us.  Interests, triats, and other things.  This assignment was for us to learn more about ourself and new ideas about us.  Our qualities and information.  This was a pretty diffucult task, and somewhag confusing to peice it all together.  And this blog isnt so fun to do either because im really lazy right now D;  ugh and this blod is due today.

the lowlight from making this project would be adding the video onto the powerpoint.  also editing the video.  it was the struggle to put things in order while editing the video.  i stayed up one night a week before this project was due so i dont need to worry about it anymore.  also again, adding the video to the powerpoint.  i dont know why, but i was having trouble setting the video to autmatically play.  i set it for auto like 200 times and wondering why it didnt work on my laptop.  but when i played my whole presentation on the mac computer it worked so i got fustrated for nothing xD  but a highlight in this project was filming.  it only took me about 20 minutes,  i thought it would take way longer.  out of the 20 minutes of footage, only about 3-4 minutes ofit came out.  weird right ? but i liked filming xD i think my video was pretty weird at the end, if you stuck to the very ending and watched it (X lol well yeah,  lowlight editing my presentation and highlight is filming.  thats about it,  the whole thing in general.                                                                                                                                GLO#1:  I was able to find a theme, edit, set up, and video tape with no help.  i directed myself and was responsible for everything.
GLO#2: I was able to answer and help my group with their presentation when they needed it.  I was being a community contributor.
GLO#3: I was able to get through troubles and think through it when i had problems with editing.
GLO#4: I produced a good project.  i think i did a really good job since i followed all the requirements.
GLO#5: I was able to communicate and speak clear in my video.
GLO#6: I used my sisters camera, laptop, and computers responsibly.  I didn't break anything.

If i were to change anything, id change my video.  because i know some parts i too lazy to edit things out so it showed me stopping and starting the video.  which i believe happened in two parts of my video.  so i would take the time to edit and redo my video.  just to make some changes.  add and take out some parts in my video.  edit it a little better and just clean off some parts that make my video a little bit junk.  i think it was pretty good as i turned it in, but it couldve been better if i edited it better and took more time to work on it instead of staying up that one night just to get it over with.  so thats the only thing i would change because i think i did a pretty good job.


Saturday, September 6, 2014

all the pressure

this week was pretty stressing.  some people experienced how it felt to have all the pressure on YOU.  well lets start of with the week. tuesday was the first day we started assigning jobs.  also i got a rose that day xD  well there was a problem with the intro.  the amount of time it took and and how it looked.  it was stressing because all the work they do is the grade we all get, which would ruin my 4.0 GPA i have right now.  well technically i have a 3.8 right now because my AVID grade went down to a B D;;;;;; oh wells -.- afters school i dont really remember what i did.  wednesday jobs again.  another problem with the intro D; affects all of us.  but the other jobs were pretty smooth., thursday another problem with intro AGAIN.  ugh, im like praying that i get principals list this quarter D; and friday, intro was fine.  its sort of good that we made these mistakes so we know what to do.  all the failures only make us stronger.  also on friday was the name that tune contest.  there was like still 5 more prizes left.  we played old songs and people had to guess the song and artist to win a bag of candy as a prize.  also video essays were due that day too.  friday night i went to campbells football game which was pretty fun xD it was a chill and fun night.

the highlight of my week was the football game.  it was a real chill night but i wished more people came.  it was pretty fun.  but footballs kept coming our way and some people kept getting hit LOLOL.  hawh i really wished more people came it wouldve been way better.  friday i was pretty annoyed, so the game really brightened things up.  i had fun and it was just a careless fun and chill night.  lowlight of my week would be ALL of the failures and mistakes we made.  all those mistakes bring our grade down, which could affect a lot of us.  but at the same time its okay to make mistakes and go through failures so we learn something and wont do i again.  its a real lowlight to have all the pressure on you.  everyones relying on you to do or complete something important which could affect all of us.  what goes for one goes for all.  so a lowlight would be all the failures.

the lesson i learned is to take charge.  we cant keep doing things for people or else they never learn.  us group leaders kept doing everything for our group.  making intros, music, ID's.  everything we did for our group and they dont learn.  if they dont learn, they wouldnt be able to survive the year.  this experience was just crazy.  we cant do things for others.  we need to teach them or they need to know how to do things on their own.  otherwise without us, they wouldnt know how to do anything.  they wouldnt know what their doing and it would just mess things up.  i experienced a lot of stress this week with the video essay being due, late nights working on it.  and hoping my group runs things smoothly.  i just was hoping everything goes well.  i wanted them to be independent without me and solve problems on their own.  because i cant always be there to help them and i hope they read this.  i cant be there to answer questions, i cant be there to fix problems.  i experienced pressure, when a person from my group messes up its my fault.  i was just stressed and scared that if they mess up, id get the blame.  i need to take charge andi cant do everything for everyone.