Struggling....

Well we're still struggling!!  That one choice we made to cheat is still carrying on.  It's been going on for a week.  We had a choice whether or not to cheat, and we decided to cheat.  Now it's still affecting me.  I didn't work ISA and didn't work the regular jobs last week.  I learned my lesson.  But I just can't prove it.  I'm trying to help as much as I can.  The solutions we think of aren't working.  Either we're thinking to deep or need to think deeper.  I learned my lesson, but don't know how to prove it.  Until I think of a solution, I'm definitely going to struggle through this quarter.

I really do understand the problem.  We made a choice to cheat, and now we're paying the price.  Until we find a solution, we suffer the consequences.  Which will definitely hurt us.  This is really hard, and we're struggling bad right now.  The problem was that our choice affected everyone and we lost Mr.Ing's trust.  Last week was just terrible, and we struggled bad.  We learned from the core value, but I guess that it didn't seem like it.  I don't know how to show that we learned our lesson, but I promise you we did.  I learned that our choices affect everyone, not just ourselves.  Also that trust is easy to lose, but hard to gain back.  I learned that we need to be more considerate and thoughtful of others and what could happen because of our choices and what we do.

This problem just got worse every moment.  I got a second chance we asked for, which was to work in the morning and advisory, but we ruined it by asking questions.  Like getting credit.  That made it seem like we cared more about my grade then the rest of leadership, but that's definitely not what I meant to say.  All of this is going to get worse until I proved I learned my lesson, but this is the point where we're struggling.  We don't know how to show it.  It's hard to show it with actions, but with words we could explain everything.  One tiny mistake could create a huge problem and consequences.  Like what happened to me.  Asking stupid questions didn't help at all.

The struggle is seriously real....