Black friday week

What a crazy week.  Went to pearl ridge for black friday, and saw khrizz there.  I bought 3 shirts and a phone case for my sisters Christmas gifts.  Pacsun had good deals and it was super cheap!!!!  I spent my 40$ all at pearl ridge.  On Wednesday I went to my friend Emi's house and did stuff (x. It was fun and funny cus she kept dancing to the song my milkshake.  Today is my sister's birthday (Rhea).  I bought her a shirt from pearl ridge.  But whats bad about this week is that we're still in the problem.  Like i said, I got my vest back but what I really need  mr.ings trust again.  Nothing is going to work out if I dont have his trust.  This has been going on for too long.  I really want to fix this problem, before it could go on for the rest of the year!!  but overall this week was pretty good in my opinion.  Espicially because I got bew clothes and I got to go to pearl ridge!  Since I haven't gone there in a long time.  Also, this week we only had 3 days of school!!!  I helped afterschool sales, and my group had lunch music.

The highlight of my week would have to be  I went to pearl ridge.  I went to like 10 different stores.  But I only bought stuff from like two stores!  From jeans warehouse, and from pacsun.  But what sucked is that I wasted 5$ on fun factory ;ppp. If I didn't waste my money on that I would've bought like two more shirts from the sale at pacsun.  I really want to go back again.  But at pacsun was definitely the highlight of my week because I got to buy new clothes for really cheap!  Two shirts for six dollars.  I got this shirt that I really like.  The originial price of the shirt was 20$.  Luckily for me I have a nice friend who bought me this shirt xD. I was satisfied yesterday because of what I bought.  I should've saved my money though.  The low light of my week is when I wasted my money at fun factory.  It was definitely a waste of money.  I could've used it on more clothes!! Also, at fun factory I used it up fast.  It was gona within 10 minutes.  I should've been more wise with my money.  I could have also bought food with that 5$ !!  So this was the highlight and lowlight of my week.

The lesson I learned is to be more wise with my actions.  For one is because the problem.  I wasn't being smart about my decisions and its still going on to this day!!!  Even thought it was a long time ago, it's still affecting me.  In a negative way.  Also, with my money.  I wasn't wise with it, and I could have used that 5$ on something way more important like I said.  If I was more wise with my actions in the past, everything that happened to this day would have gone smoothly, and nothing would go wrong.  So I really need to be way more wise with everything I do.  That way, not really anything could go wrong.

Good vibes and a good week (:

This week.  It was pretty good besides the week days.  Still in the problem....hopefully my new consequence will change things and make it better.  To help other periods with their jobs, since I was no help and what I did affected everyone.  Also I was not productive at  these past few weeks...which is not good at all.  Losing priveledges was a big mistake and all I want is to take it back.  It was dumb to respond and say that we understood what it ment.  When right at this moment, clearly shows I don't understand what losing privileges meant.  We took too long to find a solution and kept making more problems.  That's the problem we have.  Which made everything worse and worse everyday.  Now we want to have trust back and we want to show that Mr.Ing could trust us again.  Hopefully he accepts my new consequence I suggested and everything will get better.  But now it's the weekend ! Yaaay.  Well, we.had campus beautification day.  I got to paint stairwells and paint the floors.  Luckily I finally got to be productive.  Painting was pretty fun too.  Also today I got to watvh catching fire with alesia, emi, nd chez.  It was really fun.  After the movie we went to kmart and ate little Caesar's then went to hula bubba for bubble tea (: twas a very very good day and a pretty good week (:

My highlight of the week was when I went to the movies.  It was really fun and funny!  But the movie made some people cry xD Emi, lol.  It was a good movie, very emotional and sad.  But still good.  I seriously loved catching fire.  Even thought we made fun of some parts of the movies and the previews xD it was really fun and funny.  I couldn't have spent my saturday any better.  After the movie, we went to kmart and ate little Caesar's.  We all chipped in for a large pizza, and I ate like two slices.  I was really hungry.  After, we went to hula bubba and bought bubble tea and macaroons that were very hard, and weren't actual real macaroons o.o  wow.  Also, after they all bought bubble tea, they didn't see the sign that said buy one get one free xD LOL.  They got really mad and realized they could've saved four dollars (x .  Sad the life.  I still can't believe they didn't see the signs, when it said FREE all over in big bold letters.  Today was really fun and funny.

The lesson I learned it to be more careful when you answer something.  To think about what you're going to say before you say anything.  This week, I made the BIGGEST mistake to say I understood what losing privileges meant.  Now, I obviously don't know what it means.  I didn't think that I'd lose everything.  Now I want to take back what I said that day and I wish I could have thought of this new solution sooner.  That way, everything would have turned out better.  Now, I'm crossing my fingers that this new solution will work out.  I really need to think about what I say, before I actually say something.  Because one word could make a difference, like what happened to me this week.

Sorry..

Since this problem is making everything worse, and it doesn't look like it's getting any better, I wanted to say that I know the choice I made to cheat was a very dumb and wrong choice.  It completely lost our trust and it's going on for 3 long weeks... adding on to the problem just made it worse.  I am literally stuck in a deep hole I dug for myself.  I wasn't thinking right, and I learned lots of lessons through these longs weeks.  If I could go back in time, I would stop myself from cheating and think about what could happen.. because I obviously wasn't thinking about it that time.  I would stop myself from doing all the wrong I've done.  I'm sorry to the class, because of my decision it's affecting all of you guys.  Since I can't work you guys have to work twice as hard to replace me since I'm not there to help.  All the privileges we lost, isn't making anything better.  We can't work with no vest.  We're not productive at all.  I'm sorry for all I've done, and I learned my lesson.  It's hurting the class.  All I do in this class is exist.  Adding on to the problem made everything worse, and now it lead up to this.  I learned to rethink my decisions before I make any decisions.  I learned to take action for myself and not to rely on anyone else.  That I need to put everyone else first before I put myself.  NEVER to cheat again.  We can't take back our solution, and this probably won't make anything better, but hopefully it will show I learned my lesson and I'm sorry.  I'm sorry for cheating, that was a dumb decision of mine.  I'm sorry for adding more problems which made everything worse.  I feel stressed and dumb.  I feel sad to see all of my classmates working, while I can't.  The class now has to work twice as hard since I'm not there.  The class has to deal with the problems made because of me.  I feel guilty.  Not having privileges isn't the best right now.  Like I said, we don't have our vest, our yellow shirts, and no chair.  We can't do anything at this point without our privileges.  Now I know this was NOT the right solution to go with.  Crying doesn't help anything.  Now we have to earn everything back.  Which we can't even do because we can't talk to Mr.Ing at all.  So all we do is exist.  We're basically regular students now.  I'm sorry for everything... and I hope that my apology is accepted..  Now I will sacrifice my time just to fix this problem.  No matter what I have to do, I will do anything just to fix this problem.  I was truly selfish and inconsiderate of my peers.  Now I know the true meaning of selfish...and that's how I was acting.  I know this can't fix the problem, but I just want to say I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done.  My core value word is consideration, and it means to be thoughtful of others and give attention to.  Keeping in mind of our own choices gives thoughtfulness to others.  Now, I'm way more considerate.  I won't be selfish anymore, and my attitude changed.  This won't fix anything. But hopefully you guys understand what I'm trying to say.

A better week (:

Summary of the week.  Well this week the problem still continues, but it's getting better!  Progress reports came, and I got okay grades.  Once C and the rest A's and B's.  Pretty good.  Also, softball started again!  Back to running suicides /; But it's still fun I guess.  Well, we had breakfast with Mr.Ing.  Me, Khrizz, and Jez.  Hopefully this rebuilds a better relationship with Mr.Ing.  We had the evacuation.  This wasn't so fun.  Students kept misbehaving and a lot of students didn't have their ID's.  Their behavior was so annoying and they kept talking.  Also, one of Sheila's friends crawled up my leg D;  I was so grossed out.  But making the posters were pretty fun.  Then there was the poster of the cheerleader.  That poster was really ugly to be honest, and it attracted bees.  No surprise there!!  Not being mean or anything, but I'm sort of glad they took it down, yet I feel bad about it.  Another thing that happened this week was when I ate pho with Emi and Chez.  It was so funny, because Emi had a bowl and took some of my soup.  Then she put all kinds of sauces in like hot saracha (sp) sauce and fish sauce!  I was laughing, because she called it "cooking with Rico!"  I couldn't even finish my pho though.  Then, we went to the swings.  It was fun yet scary because I went too high so I started screaming.  After, we went to Pohokea's playground and played on the zipline thingy(x  It was funny, because Emi kept laughing so she kept falling off xD  #adventuresofemichezandpetriese Haha, we have a lot of fun.  Then today all three of us tied our shoelaces together during lunch.  I had to cut my shoe lace because we couldn't untie it!  Then me and Emi tied it after school, then we had to cut it again because no one could untie it.  Like 6 people tried yet no one could fix it.

My highlight of the week is when we tied our shoelaces together.  It was funny xD  Because I kept tripping Emi and no one could untie the laces.  I found it funny and I was dying!!  Except when my mom came to pick me up and got mad because I came late.  We couldn't untie it again so we just cut it off with a key.  Sadly, now my aglet of my shoe came off ):  Also, eating breakfast with Mr.Ing!  They were talking about how manapua is made out of cat o.o  Lucky I always hated manapua.  Even though I hate cats, I don't want to eat them!  Ewwwwww!!  That's just wrong.  But I'm glad we get to rebuild a better relationship with Mr.Ing.  But a low light in my week would have to be running at practice.  He made us run so much, and one 100 yard (I think) run just because someone forgot to bring their jacket!!  Boooo, but sadly one of our coaches is going to Afganistan (sp) for the army.  I hope he stays safe their!  Going back to running, I almost fainted.  Luckily my parents came and bought me food after (: That definitely made me feel better.  But something else good is that I made a new friend (x He's from Ewa Makai, and he's really nice.  Haha, well that's about it!

The lesson I learned is that if you promise something, you better be able to show how you'll keep that promise!  As the problem goes on, I made promises to ourselves.  For example, I promised to put others first before myself while making choices.  I need to be able to show I will keep this promise and not break it.  We made a commitment, and we sure didn't fulfill it.  I made promises and these promises cannot be broken!!  These are important promises that I have to keep.  If not, I could do anything that will affect the class in a negative way.  Keeping a promise is important.  Because someone's trusting you to keep this promise, and if you break it then that person completely loses trust in you.  So if you every promise something, you better keep it!!

Struggling....

Well we're still struggling!!  That one choice we made to cheat is still carrying on.  It's been going on for a week.  We had a choice whether or not to cheat, and we decided to cheat.  Now it's still affecting me.  I didn't work ISA and didn't work the regular jobs last week.  I learned my lesson.  But I just can't prove it.  I'm trying to help as much as I can.  The solutions we think of aren't working.  Either we're thinking to deep or need to think deeper.  I learned my lesson, but don't know how to prove it.  Until I think of a solution, I'm definitely going to struggle through this quarter.

I really do understand the problem.  We made a choice to cheat, and now we're paying the price.  Until we find a solution, we suffer the consequences.  Which will definitely hurt us.  This is really hard, and we're struggling bad right now.  The problem was that our choice affected everyone and we lost Mr.Ing's trust.  Last week was just terrible, and we struggled bad.  We learned from the core value, but I guess that it didn't seem like it.  I don't know how to show that we learned our lesson, but I promise you we did.  I learned that our choices affect everyone, not just ourselves.  Also that trust is easy to lose, but hard to gain back.  I learned that we need to be more considerate and thoughtful of others and what could happen because of our choices and what we do.

This problem just got worse every moment.  I got a second chance we asked for, which was to work in the morning and advisory, but we ruined it by asking questions.  Like getting credit.  That made it seem like we cared more about my grade then the rest of leadership, but that's definitely not what I meant to say.  All of this is going to get worse until I proved I learned my lesson, but this is the point where we're struggling.  We don't know how to show it.  It's hard to show it with actions, but with words we could explain everything.  One tiny mistake could create a huge problem and consequences.  Like what happened to me.  Asking stupid questions didn't help at all.

The struggle is seriously real....

An okay week ;p

Well summary of the week.  We couldn't work ISA.  Which made us really sad.  Made a bad choice this week, and will NEVER do it again.  Oh well, on the bright side at least we got to go to class.  We had TV this week.  But sadly, I didn't get to go on.  This week was sort of fun.  Because Alesia came back finally, and now we get to hang out more.  Well, not much happened this week.  It was pretty much sort of sad and boring.  But I got my grades up, and now I have no D's or F's.  Which is pretty good.  But I'm worried some on my grades will go down before mid quarter progress report.  In AVID we did tutorials, which is really hard and I hate doing it.  We always need notes to go along with it.  But this week I also helped the kids in A105.  They're so cute and have positive energy!  They always made me laugh, and they're so cute.  I met my mid quarter goal for AR too.  That's what was the only good things that happened this week.  In my opinion, I wish I could do this week all over again.  At least there were some good things that happened this week.  Lots of things happened this week.  At least I got to play with the puppies! Lol.  I really want this problem to stop.  I hope  the solution we have right now will work and prove to Mr.Ing that we understand  know that we made a really dumb decision and that we learned our lesson.  We want  moveforward with things and want all of  to just go away.  Because it's keeping us back from carrying on with more important things.

The highlight of my week would have to be playing with the puppies.  They're so cute and playful!!  They're so soft and make me feel better.  They're so adorable!  Lol.  Another highlight of my week if when Alesia came back.  I gave her a big hug!  Everything's more fun and energetic whenever Alesia's here.  She's so playful and laughable.  Always makes my day with a little laugh.  That's why I love her xD  Lolol.  But what wasn't so good about my week is ISA.  Well I think it's pretty obvious.  We couldn't work.  I wish we could have so bad!!!  I wish that we could go back in time and stop ourselves from cheating.  But that can't happen, so we have to live with the consequences.  I definitely learned from this big mistake we made this week.  It hurt us bad and not we had to accept what affect of what we did.  It is what it is.  But this sucks.  This was a very low light of my week.  Including the fact that we couldn't work our regular jobs, which means that our grade gets lower because of it.  This was a really bad week.  But at least there were 1 or 2 highlights.

The lesson I learned is to be considerate of others.  Before you make a decision or do something, remember that it could affect others too.  Like with our decision.  All causes have an effect.  On that day, we weren't being considerate of others and what could happen.  So we payed the price.  We weren't thinking.  I was dumb and wasn't thinking right.  This lesson is really important to me because if your inconsiderate of your choices and actions it could affect everyone.  We need to be thoughtful of others and our actions.  Because out actions could make a huge difference, good or bad.  To be considerate means to give care and thoughtful attention to.  Which we weren't.  We have to be considerate of what could happen because of what we do.  So this lesson, I learned it the hard way.  Like Mr.Ing says, it's better to learn from your successes then your mistakes.

Week #3 (:

Summary of the week.  This week was pretty fun.  2A worked ID's.  But some little things happened during this week that we should fix.  It was Halloween too!  I went as a nerd to school, but a minion at night (;  Mostly because I couldn't find my beanie to be a thug, and my dad wouldn't let me go out dressed as a chola xD  But this year wasn't that fun as last year.  I didn't get much candy.  But I did get a toothbrush!!  Haha, but I'm keeping it because it's the best thing I ever got on Halloween(x  Also, in social studies Mr.Chong showed us a video of Morgan's corner.  It wasn't that scary.  We watched other weird creepy stories too.  Like the faceless lady.  It wasn't that scary.  But what really sucks about this week is that I have a project to do in science! GAAAAY.  It's due on Monday.  I have a B in her class, so I'm trying to raise it up to an A!  I'll do my best!  Also, AR.  I'm not half my goal yet since I tried taking a test but it said "no quizzes found."  That really made me mad!!  I really need to take this test.  Because I only have 4 points and I need 18.  I wish we didn't have AR.  Oh well.  But on Friday I kept taking pictures of Ian of guard xD  It was so funny. He is such a derp.  Haha, and he doesn't care that I have these pictures of him (x

The highlight of my week was when I took pictures of Ian xD  It was so funny and I kept laughing!  His faces though!!  I'm surprised he's not shame.  If I post it he wouldn't get mad, so he's pretty chill.  I mean other people would be pissed at me if I posted a funny picture of them.  But Ian's faces though!!  His faces are the photo of my week(x  Haha.  But another highlight of my week if when I got to see Shanelle on halloween!  I was so happy, because I really missed her since she went to Ewa Makai.  I gave her a big hug once I saw her!  I missed her so much D;  But what wasn't that good about my week is that 2A isn't getting credit for working anything we did this week.  There goes my A ):  This was really the worst news I heard this week.  Getting a F on everything we did this week.  When one goes down, everyone else does too.  I hopethis doesn't affect ISA and intramurals this week!  Espicially AR.  I better take my quiz fast and hope I get 10/10!

The lesson I learned this week is not to procrastinate.  I'm busy with a lot of projects and work this week, and I'm having a hard time.  What I need is more time to finish things.  But that can't happen.  So I need to use my time very wisely and get things done!  Or else it will affect me bad, because I could tell this quarter is gonna be hard.  Not like last quarter when everything was pretty easy.  I have a science project, AVID tutorials, yearbook, and my math teacher is really starting to bug me.  That ain't cool!  So I really need to focus and get things done!  But do it with quality, and get a good grade as well!